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Caedmon’s Call and Derek Webb
November 13, 2008, 5:04 pm
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I was the biggest Caedmon’s Call fan that you could find 10 years ago. I was in the fan club (The Guild) for a few years, and to this date it’s the only fan club I’ve ever been in. I think being in 1 fan club is still 1 too many. I literally learned to play the guitar by listening to every Caedmon’s song over and over. Jeff and I played their songs all the time wherever and whenver we could.

I rarely listen to Caedmon’s anymore. I never listen to Derek Webb. I loved the stuff he did with Caedmon’s. Then he went kind of crazy and I just didn’t like his music nearly as much. He even came to Columbia numerous times and I didn’t buy a ticket. Hard to believe.

Someone gave me 2 Derek Webb songs awhile ago to try to get me back into it (I Want A Broken Heart and What Is Not Love). I’ve listened to these songs a lot over the last few days, and I really do love them. I guess I’m starting to like Derek Webb again. Maybe it’s just a short term thing, but we’ll see.

Anyway, I went to his website and ran across to the lyrics of the song called “I Repent.” I haven’t heard the song, but the lyrics are right on the spot, so I will share them with you.

I Repent
 
i repent, i repent of my pursuit of america’s dream
i repent, i repent of living like i deserve anything
of my house, my fence, my kids, my wife
in our suburb where we’re safe and white
i am wrong and of these things i repent

i repent, i repent of parading my liberty
i repent. i repent of paying for what i get for free
and for the way i believe that i am living right
by trading sins for others that are easier to hide
i am wrong and of these things i repent

bridge
i repent judging by a law that even i can’t keep
of wearing righteousness like a disguise
to see through the planks in my own eyes

i repent, i repent of trading truth for false unity
i repent, i repent of confusing peace and idolatry
by caring more of what they think than what i know of what we need
by domesticating you until you look just like me
i am wrong and of these things i repent